If anyone can point me to a legal, free download (e.g., IMSLP), or is willing to share a scanned copy, I would greatly appreciate it.
This aria is sung by Amelia (soprano) in Act III. I would prefer a score for voice and piano, or the full orchestral score in PDF format. A clear, legible edition (Ricordi or public domain) would be ideal.
It looks like you're trying to draft a text based on a misspelled or fragmented phrase. The original seems to refer to – an aria from Un ballo in maschera by Verdi – and you likely want a PDF download of the sheet music or libretto.